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I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain and I can't help to fix myself Your making me insane All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once A kiss will only vise I saw you going down But you never realized That your drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last dance

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home? Cause your drowning in the water and I tried to grab your hand and I left my heart open but you didn't understand but you didn't understand You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

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[ Sunday
3/04/05 @ 12:01 am]
okay hey guys just wanted to tell u that i made a new lj so u have to add me as a frnd on that on

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okay so add me
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update [ Thursday
31/03/05 @ 11:48 pm]
okay figured i would update even though i have the worst headache...

WEDNESDAY::
went to karate to watch while bro took class
brooke and me took zoie for a walk so she could sleep
and we gossiped lyk crazzii and talked and had fun
came bac and had to unplug the comp and take it apart so mg could rearrange office
then we got yelled at and had to to leave the office so we went outside wit the dog
and then we had to come bac in cuz we had to pee
so we sat down and ((jorden,,me,,brooke,,kk)) and were talkin then
went to te bac and were takin more about stuff and then i left and went to the mall

okay thats all that was fun but i laughed so hard and i needed it..

THURSDAY::
hung out at home then
went to the german club and played bingo and kristinia was there too
so it was kool other then the old ppl gettin very dangerous and stuff
they were yellin shake the balls and stuff so my dad when he was at the mic
yell "i cant their packed too tight" lma i was lyk i dont no u
so yea then then jackpot was up and i would have got 375 dollars and i needed one number ((73))
the number they called was ((75))
and my dad called the number so i went up to hym and he was lyk u no wats funni the next number was 73
i got robbed lmao so not fair
then we went up and my mom got a beer and we were talkin aobut the woman that was behind us and my mom called them trailer trash and she looked over and they wsere walkin by it was so funni
then we left and i had a headache and this is where i am now



there udate
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LoCkIn [ Monday
28/03/05 @ 10:10 pm]
oo and easter was gr8t we had so much fun and no i have tons of money and lots of books and stuff so yea i got lots and lots and i got to hide 30 dozen eggs fun fun lmao okay now the lockin :::



okay well i went to the lockin and it was okay i guess...

krystin went wit her frnd april who was rather kool and i had a blast i must admitt okay it wa so funni when we bustin on brian so yea well i got bored after a while and started to write a note to myself which after i was finished i let krystin read and it prettii much said:::


that i i no i was there but i didnt... lyk i new where i was but i wasnt stayin there.... if that makes any sense

and how i wish i could just get away faraway and just b able to get away from all the drama and ill show u the comment i left in krystins journal and her response:::


lmao yea that was interstin nite i slept and it felt real good then i get up and see u talkin to bruce lmao that was rather interstin im happii to b home and not have to deal wit any of that as of now lmao well lets see

lyk my nnote to myself read to i let u read i need to get far away just for a breather from the drama between guys and high school and a whole bunch of shit its comin to an end and i need it to NOW

i hate to say it even though im goin wit brian and them i cant wait to go to virginia so i can just get away by myself and think and not need to xplain myself to anyone and mayb even just go and cry which may seem real kidish but i reallii need one i have but its always for actually gettin hurt and i just want to fuckin scream at the top of my lungs and not care who hears me




kay well im done ((rantinn)) lmao on ur journal im out



^^^
mee


no it doesnt seem "kidish" i understand completly.. but i had to read the first part of that sentance a few times because it starts with "even tho im going wit brian" yeah umm i did NOT think u were tlkain bout brant for a second.. i was like..EWW TRADER!! and then i read the whole thing lol.. yeah well i understand about gettin away and i hope everythin that u are going thru calms down and all .. and have fun in virginia...if u can call me sumtime...when are you going again? im going in may lol.. but thats just for my soccer tourny...so yeah.. well besides this whole drama bout VA...the lockin was intersting.. yeah u wakin up seeing me tlakin to bruce.. ug! haha we were makin fun of brian sayin he doesnt want to talk to girls lol haha awee it was great i was laughin soo much i swore i was gonna pee myself when ewh was like "the last kiss he has gotten was in the summer... and if thats tru he has never gotten head" haha yeah that all started when april was like "when was the last time hes gotten head" oh god... sooooo much dramma..but yet soo much fun..

but the eddy thing freaked me the fu ck out!!



^^
krystin




** but im real happi now even though im now in a different karate class AGAIN but me and my bro rnt in classes together so im just goin to hang wit jenn now
..but bac to y im happii its cuz i talked to my aunt donna and i havent seen or talked to her in awhile and just had to listen in to her and my mom's convo and jumped in lmao im so bad bt thats okay lol so now im hyper and happi
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happy easter [ Sunday
27/03/05 @ 9:27 am]

HAPPY EASTER PPL

 

 

hey everyone fill out the application of me and julias community

 

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community [ Saturday
26/03/05 @ 9:28 pm]
okay well lets see everyone join this::




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^^me and julia have started a community and everyone needs to join

tell me how to do the link thing**


**also dont fordet to fill the application out that is in the user info thanx

Brit & Julia

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okay on the other hand went to a JB thing todaii wit krystin and it wasnt that bad cuz me and krystin were readin and dancin and shit and drawin and just crazzii



okay well thats all



oo and went to the bowlin alley and saw eddie and apperently his gf but idk so yea
and hung wit my crew lmoa im so white and then we went to taco bell the usual and then talked then left and she stayed fought then went home so yea there u go
grow up 4 or fly away



AHHH lmao [ Wednesday
23/03/05 @ 3:32 pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | So LoNeLy ]

okay well figured i would update reali quick before i leave




ummmm...
spring break is startin tomorow after school thats all good

ummm...
i no have switiched classes at karate im now in the class from 7:30 to 9 this is goin to sux major ass lmao


umm...
school all kool gym we have just been playin games and stuff so nothin to bad and english just sux all together nothin new there info teck is also and so is german so yea..


oo and...

about my last entry sry about that but yea lol had to get my feelings out somehow and if u didnt read it so ahead and read it so u no wat im tlakin about if u must



oo and ppl have been very sick in school
COUGHCOUGHbeccaandsarahandlisaCOUGHCOUGH lmao but u no stbu



okay well im out ttyl

grow up 6 or fly away



I FEEL LYK SHIT ENOUGH SAID [ Sunday
20/03/05 @ 7:22 pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | I feel lyk shit enough said ]

okay figured i would update rite now cuz im real pissed

sat:
nothin realli just sat at home cuz bro went to skatepark and they decided to not tell me so yea didnt want get to go

sun:
went to couz house for my couz's dog's b-day party ((in other words my nephew as i am told)) it was his first birthday so yea..

then got home and i really wanted to go to the movies and lizzie asked if i wanted to go and that was lyk 4:30 and now apperently she went wit her bf

i feel lyk a fuckin retart b/c now that shes bac out wit her bf im gone again
i mean dont get me wrong im real happy that shes happy but this isnt the first time she did something lyk this to me to so yea..



okay im done but things have been hittin every nerve i have left and some ppl have hit it and im takin it out on others so im goin to just go bac to my reading of my book and lay down and not talk to anyone anymore for the nite



brit








btw i got a new layout check it out

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ummm.... [ Friday
18/03/05 @ 12:31 pm]
[ mood | PlAy MoRe ThInK lEsS ]
[ music | JuDiNg AmY ]

ok ummmm real quick


mg has been in flordia for some thing so yea i've been helpin teach the classes
red classes ((MY CLASS)) did not behave at all when he was gone so
ppl goin to b in trouble
cleaned the whole place over there wut some help of course lmao
ooo and mg is pissed so he was lyk no one is allowed in the office includin brittany
so u no my name was all said specificaly which pisses me off
so i decided that im not goin mon or tues cause he's a bitch and i dont wanna go


ummmm....
had a half day today and gym was fun we just played a game that is lyk kickball but yet not so yea
we lost though so its all lyk blahhh


so yea i guess thats all for now i cant think anymore
have to go to karate tonite and mg will be bac so i hope that i will actually b able to
stand hym cuz rite now i dont want to b around hym
so.. yea

BriT<333

grow up 8 or fly away



cotillion [ Friday
11/03/05 @ 10:57 pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | BlAhHHhh ]

okay so i just got bac from the cotillion and it was great we had so much fun and yea lol so mmm wats else... ooo and everyone looked great although...nvm lol

okay on the other hand i am a emotional mess and u can even ask mg cuz i cant seem to stop cryin and shit and that made hym made at me

so tonite was desperetly needed as u can see leave the love

Brit<33

grow up 3 or fly away



[ Wednesday
9/03/05 @ 2:48 pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | RaDiO ]

okay havent updated in awhile but u no its me so here's a quicky

mon-
karate so funni
austin came in and talked to mg
brian came in when he saw me and said hey
was riding around wit his ppl
they left
lizzie came in
talkeed to her for a bit then u no
sparred for a bit
ended
came home WOOO
SO MUCH FUN lmao

yesterday-
went to karate
cried ((wat else is new))
my mommii's b-day came bac had dessert wit them
then home did work for school
then bed
WOOO another fun day
ooo and dont ask y i cried either cuz to tell the truth i dont
no just broke into tears

Today
school fine
gym bout to hit someone then had fire drill and had to go outside
in shorts and a t-shirt and it was freezin we were all in
a little circle tryin to keep warm
didnt work lmao but fun
now im here okay im done now



not sure wat to do this weekend yet but i want to go to the movies
anyone want to join
tell me

BriT <333

grow up 6 or fly away

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